Monday 16 May 2011

THE CONTENT OF THE CUP OF PRIESTHOOD

Kenneth Nkemnacho
http://www.kennethvision.com/

I felt so tired and exhausted after the day’s mental joggling. Just like a Priest recently out of the seminary, I said a prayer that sounded more like, ‘Our Father, who art in heaven, and bla bla bla….’ Sometimes, when I say such methodical prayers, I get more inclined to orthodoxies’ rather than conviction.

This particular day, I was drained and drowsy. I needed my wife to lay her righteous hand on my head so that I can have the dream of seeing heaven’s precious gate. She does that all the time I drop off on the bed with little or no strength to say my last daily prayer. I must confess to being an early sleeper but also an early ‘waker’.  No one dare put a movie around 20.00pm and expect Kenneth Azubuike-ogwu Agiriga Nkemnacho to finish it. Thirty minutes into the movie, yours truly will be shakings hands with angels at heaven’s gate. Sometimes, I sit on the dining table chewing a piece of meat but fast asleep. My wife does wonder how I perform such wonders; being inactive yet active in not denying my hungry stomach the delicacy of a well prepared meal.

I must affirm that in my sleep I see! When I see, I truly see. Sometimes, I see directly, and sometimes, I see symbolically. The divine ability to interpret symbols has been a blessing to me. As an abstract-minded person, I love codes and symbols. Codes and symbols excite me, because they require a meditative thinking to unravel.

A table was set before me; two glasses with same liquid. I was to do a product test. My knowledge of applied market and social research was to be tested. Apart from behavioural science, my sense of taste was also to be tested. I was told that taste and test are synonymous. How can taste be a test? I know that a portion of the scroll says, ‘O taste and see that the Lord is good’. Wow! Here comes another code and symbol to be unravelled; taste and see!! A test is a taste and a taste is a sight!!! Your tongue is your taste. Your tongue gives you sight. Your tongue gives you vision. Your tongue gives you illumination.

I drank three-quarter of the content from the Priest cup, and discovered that it had a high concentration. Then I took the cup of one of his members, and realised that it was diluted. I took the Priest’s cup again and finished the content, and noticed that it was again more concentrated. From my observation, I inferred that the content of the cup of a priest is far more concentrated than that of the led.

When you envy the one who sits on the throne, you must also realise the pains of the one who sits on the throne. When you want to swap position with the one who bears the ark, realise that for any error he makes, he gets struck by invisible hands which you cannot see. When you take the pipe from the piper, do you have enough air within to create a good symphony? If you have enough air, do you have enough strength to add force to the wind of melody? The Priest’s cup looks so beautiful but the content is so dutiful. Some people take a duty and make a doo doo, but the Priest takes a doo doo and makes a beauty. Who wants to drink from the content of the Priest’s cup? Who really wants to drink from the content of Priest’s cup?

My taste bud is burning; my thirst is quenching. Ah, I want to see me in me. I don’t want his wine mingled with mine. Add a little water to my cup; let me be what I’m made to be. I can only be purposeful if I drink from my cup of destiny!



Monday 2 May 2011

HOME IS HOSTILE



Kenneth Nkemnacho

The desire to go home burnt in the inner crevices of my heart. ‘I can’t wait to meet my folks’, I sometimes say to myself. I missed home a lot; I missed my mum, I missed my friends, and I missed the craziness of the rumble in the jungle even if it has to be in the ghetto. My love for Eko-Akete can never die. My hunger to see Alagomeji will always remain paramount in my mind. There were times I have dreamt of visiting Molete, though not within my circumference of choices.

The hour came when I stepped on the soil of Lagos Island, full of life and a great message for my folks. I wanted to tell them about the revolution that took place with some physical evolution, but just as I opened the gate to enter, home was hostile. Home was in four stages; the flood, the momentary concert, the insensitive building, and the mixed multitude heading to unknown destination. As I lifted my eyes to look at Campbell Street, it was covered with flood. I couldn’t go to number 60 because there was no way to get there. It was devoid of life, though surrounded by Lion building. When the storms came, the Lions ‘ran fi cover’ guiding their lives jealously without considering the safety of those whose treasure they live on.

Unable to see Sam, I walked back to the hilly road for some respite. Suddenly, I heard a wild symphony filtering from the speakers of a Rasta man. As I went further to see the character trying to create fun in hostility, I beheld a young man gyrating like a larva in an abandoned pond. Like every excitement with no eternal basis, it did not last. People were streaming out from the ground like the waters of Orogodo River; some had clubs on their hands, others had knives and whips, while one was holding a locally made gun. They were all moving like sheep without shepherd; all walking on a broad road heading to unknown destination. They were like wild horses more interested in racing but no clue of their directions and destinations. I was afraid, but my heart was moved with compassion. As I stepped aside and watched, I thought about a generation with incredible speed but incredible end. ‘Speed is only great if it ends in divine purpose’, I said to myself. Out of the crowd, no one asked a question about where they were heading to. Everyone was moving on the path that everyone was going, so, everyone will die when someone dies. ‘Mediocrity never asks questions’, I thought. ‘Mediocrity is where everyone is’, I said quietly to myself.

Entering into the building, I left my leather slippers at the corridor in order to feel the sense of the floor I have missed for so long. The floor was insensitive. It didn’t take much time for me to realise that the sensitivity of a floor is the sensitivity of those who step on it. The floor is only hostile if the inhabitants are hostile. A ground is as fertile as the people who till it. Hostility steals any good thing that is placed on it.

Home is hostile but home can be cleansed if we decide to cleanse ourselves from the impurities of greed that has held us down for so long. There is no purity without holiness. Holiness is not figurative but real. Realities bite, but they bite off any sludge that has no basis with divine treasure.



As I woke up from my dream, I spent sometime pondering on the interpretation of what I saw. I have come to a conclusion that those who understand the verses of eternal wisdom should stand at the mountain top and cry out to the foolish. Tell the foolish that they can’t walk on the road of ease; the broad road, and expect to end up on the throne of grace. The platform of beauty is only reserved for those who pay the price. To buy treasures, you cannot price them cheap. Any cheap treasure is only an imitation. Home may be hostile, but we have a chance to make it peaceful, if we pay the price to get the prize!